unwritten destiny

not that I tried
I did
Still trying
The time I weave my note
It's good
Still good
Then my feelings collide
Couldn't contain anymore
And I bleed
Profusely
I couldn't clot things clearer
You the only in my focus
Nothing else
Caught up in between
Again I broke
I ran to the corner
And made myself into a box
Only I can contain myself
The vigorous urge to miss you
Even when I'm not supposed to
Lord please let you fade away
The strength I have
Neve did it breaks my heart even
I can't bring you to life
I can only pray you're well there

I miss you.

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