unwritten destiny

not that I tried

I did

Still trying

The time I weave my note

It's good

Still good

Then my feelings collide

Couldn't contain anymore

And I bleed

Profusely

I couldn't clot things clearer

You the only in my focus

Nothing else

Caught up in between

Again I broke

I ran to the corner

And made myself into a box

Only I can contain myself

The vigorous urge to miss you

Even when I'm not supposed to

Lord please let you fade away

The strength I have

Neve did it breaks my heart even

I can't bring you to life

I can only pray you're well there

I miss you.