Nusrah's

aku....aku tak pernah kuat walau dibedil walau dicerca tetap aku di sini mungkin percayamu tidak selemah batinku zahirnya tiada siapa pun yang mampu kaca terhempas tak boleh dicantum lagi begitulah rupa paras hati ini aku kejam aku lupa siapa yang sebenarnya perlu aku agungkan perlu aku buangkan hanya kerna nikmat dunia membutakan yang depan mata aku keji aku jijik hanya mencari bila dijentik itulah manusia bukan kau tak biasa hanya mencari bila perlu dibuang jauh bila habis seru Ampunkan segala dosa segala amarahku segala salah silap aku segala apa saja yang bisa membinasa maafkanlah aku memang keji bukan aku dah lupa kalau boleh ingin aku buang jauh sana Kalau diberi aku masa akan aku berlari ke masa itu untuk memberitahu aku yang dahulu jangan diikut kata hati itu kau tak makan garam lagi kau hanya rasa gula terperi belum sempat merasa tawar kelat dengarlah ludah yang tak dijilat Aku..aku tak kuat aku juga lemah seperti kamu bibir ini terkumat...

Close your eyes It will hurt less Close your eyes for the things you do not wish to see Close your eyes for the words you do not wish to hear Close your eyes for the feel you do not wish to taste Close your eyes Do not let them break nor shattered I know it is your eyes that firstly show the signs Reflecting on things you do not wish to show out loud Close your eyes It will hurt less Put aside the monster you saw of me Let the good memories taint your beautiful soul I am just like a dream A dream so wonderful that sometimes your eyes get watery too Close your eyes There comes a time when I will be gone...long gone And I need you to remember the good we've had Like any dream, I will be gone too Count to fifteen Breathe a little When you opened your eyes Everything will be okay Because It will hurt less I woke up I see sun I hear birds For a second everything is okay, like you've said But I feel empty Void in my heart Hollow soul Then...

not that I tried I did Still trying The time I weave my note It's good Still good Then my feelings collide Couldn't contain anymore And I bleed Profusely I couldn't clot things clearer You the only in my focus Nothing else Caught up in between Again I broke I ran to the corner And made myself into a box Only I can contain myself The vigorous urge to miss you Even when I'm not supposed to Lord please let you fade away The strength I have Neve did it breaks my heart even I can't bring you to life I can only pray you're well there I miss you.

at times of chaos i found my own bliss paradigm shift they say truth is i did not open up some space let the air lift you up shake off that dust polish till it shines through breath deeply i hear it in my soul remember how it is now the smell the vision the feeling one day you will want to it is the day you found yourself wondering where the hell have you been? what took you so long? why you never go to the other side? then you realized you already won and to top it off there is no prize at the end of the line just you being good enough.

No idea mate Just go with it Sink deeper than ever Find yourself again Go, listen for your own voice Too crowded I'm afraid it's just noise now Not a sound anymore You let yourself sink in too much honey The drive is not that good anymore No more have I know you You changed mate A lot Too many voices in the head I can't seem to find mine My vision gets blurry every time I try I got distracted Darn it When will I ever find you? She said, when the time comes Well, when is it then Only you will know when No one else.

again there comes a time in life I question myself What the hell have I been doing all this while? Why never occur to me my own purpose? Why I never ever though it through? Why? How? When? Will I? Strangely awkward messages can bring meanings It does not have to be emotional Facts crush our hearts the hardest The tsunami of emotions come in later It is always ridiculous to not do what you want And yet we tend to follow others for approval Just so you can sit with them Without actually reflecting on your own's desire Tearing apart maybe But not just torn yet Just barely breathing Confused at times too Which mask should I wear now exactly? ?

Langkah demi langkah Aku susur tanpa jemu Kerna mungkin berpatah Namun kau tak pernah jemu Biar aku meronta pergi Kau masih teguh berdiri Meski kadang aku terlanjur Takkan kau biar aku terkujur Nikmat dunia kadang mengaburi Lalu aku terkinja-kinja berlari Mana mungkin kau halang Walau aral tinggi bukan kepalang Tak makan cukup garam Tetap aku mahukan segala apa Sabar kau walau kadang tergeram Berharap aku tidak terus alpa Dalam diam aku tahu Dalam sunyi aku rindu Dalam amarah aku mengaku Tiada yang sebaik dirimu.