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blindfolds

 I am a liar and it is the truth..... putting up a front like I have gotten them all when all I've got in return is emptiness there are so many things on the plate right now and somehow it is not enough to make me feel whole always searching for more and more and more when all is yearn for is completeness. we are all searching for something that is what we called as purpose most of the time it elevates you rarely left you hanging but little do you know there is a fine line in between your peak and your doom we are all searching for light to bring us out of the darkness when we see the light we go for it but when it blinded us, where did we go? did we fall back? instead, we wear blindfolds to convince our dear selves that we are okay  when all we did was lying to ourselves the deeper we go into the lies the harder for us to step back by the time we take off our blindfolds the damage is done and we settle for less all in the light is not necessarily true sometimes a step back is...

tears in the AM

we often complicate things in life I reckon if we just tell people what exactly it is we would not be that confused we would stay present not worrying just living however when doubt comes caving in with droplets of fear we tend to succumb to the comfort of not knowing or worse ignorance. for hesitation comes dropping by there's nothing but a hollow space with the hope there is a glimmer of hope that everything would work out but we already know the outcome don't we? so why not take a leap of faith? why stop believing in dreams? why never knowing is a good thing? your conscious answered I am afraid it is easier not knowing than being lost it is easier to not be hurt than living with the pain then your subconscious said but what if it works out? what if your fear is nothing but an illusion? what if your dreams come true? what's it going to be then? only fate will tell huh? I believe everyone deserves to be happy, even those who have wro...

Hisashiburi

Hey been a long time eh? It's funny how I used to write in telling all my stories as if I want the world to know what I am up to when now I do not feel the need to pen everything here down. maybe because social media has their ways to entice me to join the cult and yes I am charged guilty. as I'm sitting at a cafe typing this I just realised that everything just flashes in front of my eyes in an instant it took me almost 25 years to come to this realisation insane huh? all it takes is just a heartbreak to open up to so many possibilities I guess that is true in my case that is not proud of it but I own it So here's few things I feel like telling 1. Everyone is unique, regardless age, ethnicity whatever categories there is, each and everyone of us is special in their own ways, which ultimately means no one is really special. Makes sense? Yea it does. No one is really different from you because the truth is everyone have their own struggles, I m...