wonder

I still wonder if you think of me
Or know that you’re my favourite piece
Of poetry or put your palms up
To the sky and wish for the stars to 
Keep me safe at night or
Hope that sometimes I can feel
Your arms holding me tight
Or even just wonder if I am doing fine

I still wonder if you talk about me
Did you tell your mum that you decided 
To leave? Did your friend hold you
As you cried the night the unmentionable 
Happened or was it so unmentionable 
That you felt mortified
To say my name after that? 

I still wonder if you are okay, but sometimes
I know you are not, even though you seem fine
I can tell you are wearing a mask
And how I wish to be there for you
Though you probably refuse me

You see, I still wonder about you 
But
Do you ever wonder about me? 

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