mockery in serenity

we tend to draw the line 

sometimes too thin

and sometimes too thick

but in the end

this line will get crossed

because life is in no control

and for some weird reason

life seems to get the hold of us

at the most vulnerable times

where every single thing seems susceptible 

we may not notice it

cause life always gets in the way

complicate and suffocate us even more

with no lights or clue

we remain ignorant

and never learn the fact 

of how powerful is help

I never want to be a burden

I never meant to do any harm 

I only want to do it by myself

I only deserve this cause I'm such a pain

Well maybe you are

Because you never seems to realize how lucky

And how ungrateful you are in the mean time

You keep it 

Never to open, stowed in a secure place(read:heart)

In my defense, not that secure

Only for a while it is

Stop this mockery

Face reality

Halt this ambiguity

To only know serenity.