kiasu feeling

I've done my best
I've tried
I really did

Every time I see light
Darkness proved me wrong
Every time I see hope
Fear told me off
Every time I see white
Black convinced I was worse

I know you have loads on your plate
Everywhere you go you tend to irate
Basically I was like a play-mate
Till reality came maybe it was fate

It's unlike me to contemplate
Maybe you find it's hard to relate
Everything seems to be running late
Until that day come, you will remember the date

Oh Lord, I'm so good at disguise
You can't tell behind these eyes
Every consequences, every lies
Wishing to be free from the whys

If only there is a way
No, an escape I say
Because I dare not say nay
To every piece of wish you lay

No, I'm not okay
But I'll resuscitate myself anyway
I guess that's the kind I choose to be
Eventually truth will set me free



Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

God damn you're beautiful

Image
Being beautiful Is not about how you appear in the eyes Nor how you pay attention to the looks It's about putting your best forward And keep your heads up Believing you can achieve whatever you want in your life Though the shortcomings are inevitable That's the beauty of it We are bounded by the thoughts of looking good And appearing pretty to impress people That is not beautiful Right? Feeling beautiful is when you feel good about yourself So believe that you're beautiful In your way
Read more

wonder

I still wonder if you think of me Or know that you’re my favourite piece Of poetry or put your palms up To the sky and wish for the stars to  Keep me safe at night or Hope that sometimes I can feel Your arms holding me tight Or even just wonder if I am doing fine I still wonder if you talk about me Did you tell your mum that you decided  To leave? Did your friend hold you As you cried the night the unmentionable  Happened or was it so unmentionable  That you felt mortified To say my name after that?  I still wonder if you are okay, but sometimes I know you are not, even though you seem fine I can tell you are wearing a mask And how I wish to be there for you Though you probably refuse me You see, I still wonder about you  But Do you ever wonder about me? 
Read more

whyyyy

you claimed that I was a something you knew of very well you decided to tittle tattle  about how I roam my life without even imploring my consent hoping to find believers oh you can't you see I'm doing better now no you're blind in these treacherous waves so called life since you're the one to claim to bear the utmost hardship of all no mankind felt your struggle only to reason why you should make sense when relevancy is way off line are you eating though? I may not be the one to nod yes to every single word you utter unlike some I ain't like you I'm building and more to come like how Gambino said it don't be mad cause I'm doing me better than you're doing you just don't
Read more