escapade

in grief times

I decided

to wander off

for tranquility

not that I need eternal peace

still have that urge

because I always 

will always

find for hope

even if there's none

you never know

things can come knock you

right in the face

when you least prepare

that's the call

we thought we lost

but there's someone who lost more

we thought we won

when there's someone better

coincidence? yeah right

am I worth hoping?

or better yet

is this worth everything?

yeah mind blown too

so I rather not