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greatest gift?

knocking on every senses I've got still I choose to smile that broad though nothing seem possible trying to believe anything plausible some things I just learn to not care for they do not posses any leftover flair he said to never give up love it is the greatest gift from the Above mysteriously it made you exposed all make it easier to be I suppose it is the aftermath you should be afraid not many can think while being laid you decide to let it open boy were you wrong? or maybe you can let it be because life is learning trying to grasp the true meaning when everyone is at their loss I was sitting there, blankly I'm afraid because I once saw the past that haunts me forever.

roaming

How would it be If I took another step Will I still be here? He knows that for sure Contemplating is all I'm good at Never to do anything with this crappy habit of mine Disgrace! Expecting fulfilled interest Yet not a sweat or wee tear And here I am still sitting waiting to be sure of what is unsure.

Masih?

Masih mencari? Mungkin. Masih kesunyian? Mungkin. Masih keliru? Mungkin. Masih berduka? Mungkin. Masih percaya? Mungkin. Masih berharap? Mungkin. Masih dambakan? Mungkin. Masih memberi? Mungkin. Masih tertipu? Tidak mungkin lagi. Terima kasih sang pencinta Ada dakwat juga di hujung tinta

Hayat

dalam hidup sehari-hari kita lupa fakta hakiki walau gagah mana kita berdiri tetap semua berlaku atas Ilahi kadang tak indah mana adakala terasa merana ingat semua ini fana hanya akhirat menanti di sana dikarang bukan mau bermadah tiada sebarang wujud helah cuma ingin sampaikan pesanan kerna diri ini perlu peringatan

Interesting Wednesday

Wednesday morn Feeling the need to rectify Make a move to shake things off Elated to need the kickstart In a minute or two I was reminded of you. Wednesday noon Caught up in between lives So suffocating I need some space I walked out of my zone and there you are sitting, looking natural like the casualty. Wednesday evening I couldn't help but to smile happy to know my thoughts are real not just some make believe play story You and your Adidas sneakers not knowing you were watched afar. Wednesday night The heat has gotten unbearable been up for mere contemplating I remembered your skateboard then I search for you in the hope I'll see you again.

rojak hidup.

Dah 20 tahun hidup, baru aku sedar mekanisme hidup ni macam mana; Dah 20 tahun hidup, baru aku sedar hidup ini tidak akan pernah lama pun; Dah 20 tahun hidup, baru aku sedar benda akan sentiasa berubah; Dah 20 tahun aku hidup, baru aku sedar semua pun ada tarikh luput. 1) Hidup ini memang tidak senang, tapi tak susah juga, kalau kita cuba untuk hidup . Cubalah untuk hidup. Bukan untuk glamour, bukan untuk kekayaan, tapi untuk mencari keredhaan. It's okay. Life is always in motion, things are always changing in life, do not be afraid, because you'll never get anywhere if you're still afraid. Be brave, not for your friends, not for others but for yourself. At least make your parents proud because they have prayed so much to get you in this world. They are the reason why you can make it to the world. Not many can feel their presence you know. 2) Hidup ini kita akan jumpa macam macam orang, either we can learn from them or make mistakes with them. Selalu kita complai...

a day

here morning light caving in those breathless night second guessing to put up a fight thought nothing comes out bright there afternoon strike filling her soul with spike even if the red fades out still the past remains a blackout next in the evening already frail in between feeling oh she thought she's whining and so she wants to keep on winning then the night comes knocking the ache she conceals is petrifying all she hears is people screaming wanting more and more than she's giving she accompanies the owl consequently she is very sure feeling lonely many claimed love her dearly but they never are in her reach sadly dew drops smell so watery the pools in her eyes made her dreary to feel normal eating up all dairy none is done to wipe off the misery the cycle is almost complete though she knows she has to compete coping with the monster living within so does her innocence wearing thin.