kiasu feeling
I've done my best I've tried I really did Every time I see light Darkness proved me wrong Every time I see hope Fear told me off Every time I see white Black convinced I was worse I know you have loads on your plate Everywhere you go you tend to irate Basically I was like a play-mate Till reality came maybe it was fate It's unlike me to contemplate Maybe you find it's hard to relate Everything seems to be running late Until that day come, you will remember the date Oh Lord, I'm so good at disguise You can't tell behind these eyes Every consequences, every lies Wishing to be free from the whys If only there is a way No, an escape I say Because I dare not say nay To every piece of wish you lay No, I'm not okay But I'll resuscitate myself anyway I guess that's the kind I choose to be Eventually truth will set me free