Nusrah's

here morning light caving in those breathless night second guessing to put up a fight thought nothing comes out bright there afternoon strike filling her soul with spike even if the red fades out still the past remains a blackout next in the evening already frail in between feeling oh she thought she's whining and so she wants to keep on winning then the night comes knocking the ache she conceals is petrifying all she hears is people screaming wanting more and more than she's giving she accompanies the owl consequently she is very sure feeling lonely many claimed love her dearly but they never are in her reach sadly dew drops smell so watery the pools in her eyes made her dreary to feel normal eating up all dairy none is done to wipe off the misery the cycle is almost complete though she knows she has to compete coping with the monster living within so does her innocence wearing thin.

having the stars as my roof thinking it is the most beautiful so much that I got tongue tied trying to breathe in things all at once then he asked me what makes me the happiest ? when I'm tall and proud for applause I glee he went and said if that is what you yearn for get up and reach for it no doubt I did there is a theory eyes do not lie I'm never a believer until I saw his.

I have secrets So much That sometimes They haunt me too In my dreams I get nightmares a lot The thought of exposing them is just unbearable And If you know one of them Or maybe some Bear in mind You're part of my dreams but also part of my nightmares.

for a second I thought it is an illusion and yet you're here making the moment so precious. it is your eyes telling me stories untold drawing me to hear them though I'm not much of a listener. it is your presence giving me the utmost comfort though you're not near but still I can smell you. it is your smile delighting me to a level whatnot everything's gonna be alright the one I can count on. it is your gestures ensuring me safety making sure I am hooked not to go astray. it is you bringing to myself again making me move further an eye opener. of caffeine and conflicts untold chasing paper and gold no one's got forever may fate be the storyteller.

Dear believers, please hear me out I thought I was in pain and agony And so I used numbness to wash it away When actually I'm just ignoring I thought the life I had was perfect And so I keep making them adore When actually I'm just hallucinating I thought I move around, I was static And so I used them skateboards When actually I'm just walking I thought I'm happy, having the perks And so I continue kissing my way up When actually I'm just impressing I thought I'm succeeding And so I just keep walking with no idea When actually I'm just being dumb I thought none of them care And so I just mind my business When actually I'm shutting them out I thought people hate me for who I am And so I lie and play pretend When actually I'm just plain sad Please, don't let me crawl back Please, don't let me be that devil again Please, don't let me go haywire In the name of Allah.

Fear One word Four alphabets Infinity lifetime Love One word Four alphabets Infinity questions Hope  One word Four alphabets Infinity necessity Why fear? Why love? Why hope? For these are obvious Yet hidden beneath Every circumstances occur Paid for lesson learnt.