Nusrah's

It's okay It hurts now Maybe it's gonna hurt a little bit longer No doubt But I know You're gonna make it Not because I want you to It's because that you need to. You need to know you're beautiful Not because of him, her or anyone else But it's because you are. So, go, fly away Find a beautiful life out there Remember little kid You're your own warrior Go and win your battle I know you can.

So here's to the kids whose minds are their own prison up at one in the morning wondering about the failure of a test they barely got any sleep for up at two in the morning wondering about where they messed up on a love that they could have had up at three in the morning wondering about how easy they made it for someone to walk in and out their lives not the kids simply wondering what to wear to a party next day but the kids who could not even put themselves out there the kids wondering where the ones who promised to be there are. these kids they pretend like nothing happen when in fact it is ripping their hearts out no doubt they feel the vacancy inside it is eating them out from the inside but they choose to live with it because deep down they know if this were to happen to someone else they simply won't make it and for that these kids ought to feel proud after all heartaches they manage to stand as who they are even if it means walking w...

Dear girls, who are not always pretty who are not likeable who are struggling to find themselves who always try their hardest to be pretty who always feel stupid for loving someone who never loves her back who are always sick of their feelings who always feel inferior who always appear stronger than she should be who always get things wrong who suck at playing game of love who wish they are better who weep for nothing who cry when reading a melancholic novel who help others unconditionally who try to lift someone else up who always get offended by others who are good at not telling your heart out who always give in for fifty-faced jerks who always accept flaws by motherfishcrackers who always get their butts kicked who looks for a non-existent companion when they are sad who hug their pillows hard, wishing it was someone else who cries till their tears dry to sleep I'm truly, deeply sorry For the things you've to go throu...

Nafasku berat ,  Tercungap-cungap, Aku nampak mata, Aku nampak hati berkecai, Aku bukan tuhan. Aku pun tak sempat nak kira bintang-bintang, Sebab aku sibuk, Mungkin aku ni terlalu lemah, Sangat lemah sampai selalu semput kat tengah jalan, Aku tak cukup kudrat, Sebab hakikatnya , aku pun sakit, Tapi sakit aku , kalau boleh ,  Aku tak nak orang lain rasa, Pedih tahu? Tapi, Kat dalam diri aku ,  Aku selalu ingatkan, Ada orang lagi sakit dari aku, Ada manusia yang lagi perit, Ada makhluk yang terkapai-kapai nak hidup, Takpe aku boleh survive , walaupun aku tengah semput, Walaupun aku struggle, Walaupun aku terkial-kial, At least aku tau , aku masih hidup, Hidup dalam alam aku sendiri pun takpe, Sebab orang lain ada masalah jugak, Takkan nak selit aku yang tengah semput nih, Biar jiwa ni meronta-ronta, Asalkan aku hidup lagi , walaupun aku sorang sorang, Takpe, Jiwa aku kan kental , dah banyak kali kena sental, ...

You fall ? Well , you're not the only one. At some point , everyone will face disappointment. Yes , things happened , as a lesson for you , Trust me , never give up. Look up and have faith in Him. He knows you better than you know yourself , He wants you to be closer to Him. He believes in you. Whenever you feel down , whisper to yourself , This is just a setback , I'll make a comeback. It is never too late to improve. Yes I do believe in that. I have to Because If I don't , then who will? Step it up , like you always do.

People find it's ridiculous when you talk about reaching for the stars. People mock you when you dream of the impossible. People say you won't be able to get it when you're on the verge of failing to get what you want. People bring you down when you're trying so hard to lift yourself up and they just watch you failing. The thing is , people never get us. They never do. They only judge on what the y see. The thing is , people don't see what we see. Their vision will never resemble ours. The thing is , people always think they're right , even when they're obviously wrong. The thing is , people always feel intimidated when others have bigger dreams and ambitions. Well , I say that's their problem to handle. You have nothing to worry about. 

When life knocked you hard , be strong enough to get up and move on. Tell yourself to be strong and live life. You made a mistake. So what? Anyone could've made that mistake. Someone else could've done worse.  Others might not believe in you , they may have lost faith in you. They might have judged you wrongly. So what? That's their problem to deal with. You have every right to ignore those nons ense. You are who you are. They can't force you to change for them. Your friends may punished you and hate you. They claimed to say that you've changed towards negativity and they hate you for that. Well as a matter of fact they don't know that you're just battling to find your own self at that moment. For that , your friends left you alone. So what? You still got your family. You still got yourself. And most importantly , you still have Him , He is the One who never ceases to believe in you , to let you breathe everyday so that you can be better. He , the Almighty. ...